... And though I still have nothing to say, I feel it is an insult to my user page's display if I make it look as utterly neglected as I have. Also, three years ago my writing style left a lot to be desired... I must say it's quite embarrassing looking upon a rushed over, failed attempt to communicate thought and feeling every time I take a visit to my profile.
So between three years ago and now I would love to have an epic tale of my own self-coming and adventures through fantasy land, searching for that love of my life who is always just out of my reach... alas, I live a less than fantastical, less than normal - even - life; comprising of myself, being alone and unworthy of chasing a wayward lover halfway across the world and sitting in my damp, dark apartment offering a bedroom with no windows. The drugs are good though.
So in 2006 I must have been in my second to last year at High School, being an English Lit. nerd, as well as being obsessed with photography, mathematics and biology. If someone had asked me where I saw myself in three years I would have answered something along the lines of 'Studying Astrophysics and Astronomy in my second year of University... aming for a Doctorate'... Actually, to be quite honest, I wouldn't have answered anything at all; I was very shy.
How well did I accomplish my said goals? Well... I should have come to the conclusion that I was very fickle right from the beginning: I've been at University over a year and have already changed my major a good five times. Now as it stands, I'm in the second year of a degree in Film; yeah, did a bit of a 180 from my primary ambitions. I'm also studying electronic music and design and plan to do a course in animation for two years after I finish University (next year). I don't think about much in the way of a fall back plan... all I know is that I will be utterly screwed if I change my mind again... again.
So in 2009 I hope to bring my dear watchers... perhaps slightly more than what I have offered so far. I hope in three years time I can look back on my journal and see slightly more entries between now and then.
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